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Peter Pan

Posted by, Dizzabeth on Monday, February 14, 2011 at 5:44am
 Peter Pan
(Edited Version Two from 2010)
The man that’s a boy, who turns me into a little girl,
He has the hands of a man, with the soul of a man,
But the laughter of a boy~ that tickles me,
My laughter,
My soul,

This boy that’s a man,
  Chokes my heart up into my throat,
  And scutules back down into my stomac,
  With a swiftly tempo’d rhythm.

The mans that’s a boy
  That almost turns this cynic woman
  Into a little girl
  With the sensibilities of a naive romantic

When I indulge in him…
   Seems to be succeeding,
   At suffocating those last embers
   Left from the blazing Notions devoid of hope
   That brimmed the burn for 26 years
   Of My laughless, tickleless, smirking Soul...


It’s oxymoronic? And thus untrue?
A boy can’t be a man, a woman a little girl
Or do we defy normality
To revel in the pleasure,
That could exist
In another... Reality

No. I have hidden in alter realities long enough,
Now I’ll indulging the contrived cliché that it’s never to late,
So I left Peter Pan in Never Never Land,
Simply a storybook that seemed great.
How ironic, or true to my nature;
Being oxymoronic,
That I would find my fairytale man,
Right here, without a plan now on my land

And he just happens to exist...
In THIS reality,
That is Mine, Yours, and the Who ever wants it,
Purified from fictions trickery,
An allowed treachery,
That once always had its hold on me.

Deplorably, whom am I kidding?
Peter Pans fable will always have a lingering hold on me.
Luckily for me not so unpardonably,
This loitering end with weighted eyelids,
The effortless fall to my pillow,
My face smartingly teder, left with a pleasant aching,
Pure ramification of all the prolonged smiles and bouts of laughter,
Uncontrolled from fits
That haile down on me, as I'm regailed
against my will, but only resisting because of this unfimiliar provacation
Some kind I've never had to forture of taking

This is a woman's man,
Absant of the of child’s play enchantment…
The expostion of any lurcking

All I taste is a thimble, As you face me
Want to attach, that hiding place so nimble
No longer, not the way this pusle attracts
Needle and thread?
Hell no, I will reap what you can't no longer sew

Shadowless

Because fuck fairy dust!
As I sink into the onslaught of Night
That fills my slumber
With the pleasantries that design
These neverever-land of dreams
Where now you resign your flight.








    • Kassim Qow'te Shaqur wow. Breathtaking. Bless the boy man who triggered You to write ths. Dope
      October 8, 2011 at 7:09am · · 1

    • Dizzabeth He doesnt exist in real life, =| ha
      October 8, 2011 at 7:11am ·

    • Kassim Qow'te Shaqur haha
      October 8, 2011 at 7:12am ·

    • Dizzabeth but awww wooohooo, you think its fly, yay thankyou thank you (bows head)
      October 8, 2011 at 7:12am ·

    • Kassim Qow'te Shaqur its Dope. Sum Deep imagery ryt there
      October 8, 2011 at 7:14am · · 2

    • Xoduz TheAutopsy Alostchild'thepoetofdarkness Wow...very deep and intense imagery, some great artistic features that you posses...those innocent lil gal's dreams/fantasies told in a grown woman point of view, and ideas are exalted beyond normal writes, to create a great MASTERPIECE!
      January 6 at 4:20pm · · 1

    • Dizzabeth exalted beyone normal rights??? shucks, you sure yournot puttering a luly up? hahaha (thans x o)
      January 6 at 4:32pm ·

    • Xoduz TheAutopsy Alostchild'thepoetofdarkness Hehe u know i cant do that...i lv this piece.
      January 6 at 4:45pm ·

    • Qamar Shixx PoetiQueen And me too,
      Peter Pan will always have an effect on me. No matter how silly it seems.
      I love its sweetness.

      January 6 at 11:21pm · · 1

    • Dizzabeth yes Qamar... almost more true for the "less fairytale" pan and nevernever land who has that... quality... its not immature, just unrealistic and unattainably bittersweet maybe? (thank youfor the comments btw :-D)
      January 7 at 1:14am ·

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